The Harbin Holla

Wow! When Brent goes out of town, it's always a challenge - and I'm usually up for flexing my power-mom muscles, but he's really only "barely" out of town this week and last night I ended up in the fetal position just shy of pulling another Britney and shaving my head or some other crazy crap like that!

It wasn't even really a single incident that cracked me either. Although, Wyatt peeing all over me didn't really help. I had friends over too and while that usually would have helped me, it just embarrassed me knowing that other people were watching me fall apart at the seams.

Especially when those other people are looking forward to becoming mothers themselves!

Some days, I feel like we are a walking advertisement for birth control and while I'm cool with having poop all over my hands, puke on the carpet, and a house that smells like one big dirty diaper... I'm sure other people who aren't used to that kind of thing breathe a deep sigh of relief the second they walk out the door.

Whatever.

Today, I didn't think I was going to make it by myself and thank the lord that my mom lives close enough to help... because she did... and saved me from flipping out.

But, I made it and I'm so excited too because American Idol starts tonight!

And I get to watch it with a full head of hair!